| family my best friend friends
what a wonderful way to celebrate my birthday
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| i am so miserable i realize that alot of thing you cant turn back but howcome my life is like this. i hate it.. i cry every night to sleep to try to find out why is it like this. this past year i hated it so much... there isnt one time i recall myself being more happy than sad. at one point of my life i had everything and now its falling apart. I lost everything .... and its happening day by day.. I am so miserable..... i dont think anyone would know the pain i am going through.. because it is unexplainable... I realize and learn many things i would never learn before. From what i learn it was pretty pretty really pricey ..............but i dont want this ......I hate this........i really do .......I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT MY LIFE................................................to the point i wish i dont exist SIGH SIGH SIGH
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| today i did 2 hours and 30 min of work out at my school gym later i have 50 min of tennis and one hour of aerobics and weight control =D I am reaching my goals day by day so happy Seeing how harsh reality is and stuff people says really motivates me a lot
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| I have an exam on tuesday i hope i do goood on it I really need to ace this class =D The only things I need to do for these up coming months is to lose weight and pass my classes
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